I'm Done

This is what I've learned in the past several months...and it has been finally been wrapping up for me:

This is real life. There are real life situations that need to be the core focus of where your attention should go. There is no time in life to nit-pick and cause burden to things that can be overcome with allowing yourself to think through with a peaceful mind and heart. But if you consume your life with no sensitivity, mindfulness, care, and concern for those around you? And you continue to judge the exterior and continue to only be self-indulging into your mere human desires that are not being fulfilled, and you are not willing to seek into the hearts of others that could truly be genuine...but you choose to stay within your hatred...how can you sleep at night?

It is inexcusable to spread slander about one whom you know nothing about. It is unnecessary to feel the need to be informed about things for curiosity's sake. There is too much pain and hurt in this real world...

I'm doing myself a favor. I'm finally seeking justice. I'm finally seeking peace. I'm finally creating a healthy foundation for myself through Him. He is all I need. His guidance is all I should follow from this point forward. Now more than ever, I will continue to try my utmost best to no longer have negative surroundings consume me and make me swell with tears.

I pray for answers tomorrow night. I pray for peace, resolve, solution, and the safety of my loving family, my strong support of friends, and the care of my ministry. This has gone on for far too long. And I am ready to move on.

It was a Top Night

It was really great fun, I wish I could have stayed longer. :-( I hope you all were safe and continued on having a blast. Sorry I couldn't have been there for the rest of it, but school is school.

Praying that I get my stuff in by 4 today. Aaaah so close, yet so far. :-(

5 weeks and counting until the wedding bells ring! Ohmigah!

Prayer Petition

Please pray for our Music Ministry at St. Francis Cabrini, as it will be going through a lot of upcoming changes in the near future. Pray that it will strengthen our bond with one another, and that it will revive our stewardship for our fellow brothers and sisters in Christ.

One Condition

This is what I have always said and still stay true to: If there is a significant, miraculous change that you can present to me that is real and lasting...I will come back.

Adventure Complete!

Adventure #1 for the semester has been completed. :-) Whoot!! Yay hashbrowns! hehe Okay...*now* I'm ready to kick off the focus. :-)

Plus, very good first week. :-) Looking forward to this fall term. :-) Yay!

Tired of that sound!

Chris (however you spell it,) it's just bad juju now. Seriously, just call me Maria!

Mitzi

Happy belated to my good friend, Mitzi. :-) May you be blessed this new year of your life with great company, joyful moments, and continue on with a healthy, happy life. :-) I love you!

I need to post in this more...

I always love new beginnings. :-) New beginnings of any kind. I always get this positive adrenaline rush with this foundation of feeling refreshed and revamped. :-)

I'm overwhelmed with emotions right now. I'm all over the spectrum because my heart is racing and my mind is wandering about a million directions! (maybe it's the espresso...oops) ~But I'm typing this as my night is coming to a close. So tonight when my head lays on the pillow, I'm going to have my heart take a step back and reflect at a pace where I will keep a peaceful, steady view on what's to come.

My final year at PLU, what it is. ;-)