Karma's a Bitch

I'm tired of waking up in the morning and asking Him to "please get me through today."

The stress and struggles fog up the joy and happiness I am blessed with everyday. I allow myself to give negative moments heavier weight than it should be allowed. I tend to forget that human struggle isn't everlasting with strong will and good faith for change. There are joys in life here on earth that one should *always* thank Him for at the wake of every morning and at the end of each day.

I'm tired of crunching and compacting time to fit the desires that I am not called to have. The expectations I am to meet are not to hit deadlines, but to do my utmost best and show my full potential. I am called to express every positive sense of myself, and in doing so I will be able to get closer towards the process of becoming what He wants me to completely be in order to be fully prepared when my time comes to be with Him face to face.

It is a waste to have my life here on earth be consumed with hatred in my heart. I won't be able to function well and do what I am called to do, which is to serve Him and Him alone. By serving Him, my calling is to help myself, so that I can help others. I am not helping myself by keeping stagnant, or retreating. I must continue to walk forward with my eyes open and my heart warm.

I must continue to step away from fire, let it fizzle, so that I will continue to walk.

Love others as you would yourself. If you don't love yourself, then you will never grow. If you don't want to grow...then why are you here? If you act as though there is no purpose, but believe in the solid fact that there *is,* then you must begin with the process of finding it. Only then will you be able to smile.

Amen? Amen.